I FeeL SO aLoNE...

later 8pm gt tuisyen...
bt i jus start doin my work at 5pm...
normally i aso doin...
today...
i call my fren to ask abt the math...
my sis tot i m copying ans...
i aldi tell her tat i m not...
but she nvr listen to me...
i dun care...
jus keep continue my work...

after a while...
my mom shout to me...
say in cantonese:
so smart la...ask ppl for ans...
later uor father come bac i will tell him...
in my life...
the thing tat i hate the most is ppl yuan wang me...
than i jus shout to her(cantonese):
i nvr copy ans...
n than shout to my sis(cantonese):
u duno than dun simply say...
shut up...

after a while...
my sis call me go down and eat...
so i go down lo...
than my bro start say something bad to me...
i m angry...
argue wif my mom,sis,bro...
my grandpa there...
he aso talk bad abt me...
i dun wan angry to him...
after tat...
my mom call me dun eat...
than i jus go to upstair n do my work again...
my heart reali feel sad...very alone...
i feel tat y not my family believe me...
y not they think abt me???

after a while...
my bro stand up...
call me go down eat...
i look at him...
than stand up n look at him again...
we 2 nvr talk...
i nearly wan to use my hand n hit him aldi...
i control my self n than sit down again...
than i do my work again...
i think so many thing...

after 10min...
i reali cant tahan aldi...
i wan to cry aldi...
so i jus take my tuala than walk to the washroom...
close the door than start crying...
i wan to talk to someone tat time...
bt no body will talk to me...
i cry for 5 min...
than tell myself dun cry aldi...
after tat i start bath...
bt i reali cant control myself...
i sit on the floor n cry again...

i feel so alone...sad...angry...
bt who will noe...who will care abt me?
i reali need some one tat time...
bt everybody is not beside me...
i feel tat my world jus empty...
except for me...no body will try to noe me...
i reali a useless guy...reali useless...
bt who will care...

after 10min...
i start bath again...
than go out from washroom...
i reali angry when i looking at them...
my eye is so sweat when i look at them...
i use my hand to rap my eyes...
than jus do my work again...

finish aldi...
reali wan to fa xie...
walk infront to my com...
write tis thing...
when i write...
i m crying....

from:alone de hoe....